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This is just for you.

I see you in my dreams. I have since I realized that you are the one that I want.� For some reason,� and Irsquo;m pretty sure I know the reason. But you are always on my mind. Obviously Irsquo;ve had others on my mind. Thatrsquo;s just a given.� However you just have this thing that keeps me in awe. Itrsquo;s just something that I want. You are the girl that I want.�

I leave you alone, so that in a way. We donrsquo;t stuff it before you leave. I know that if I keep this distance for now. It should pay off. Why wouldnrsquo;t it??� �I want to see� you and I do try to. But you are the one that is busy and has other plans. So its no fault on my side. Just bad timing. �Maybe thatrsquo;s a good thing. Or something that happens with me.� It does seem that timing on my part, does suck most of the time. Haha.

The dream I had was you at your going away party. Instead of having blonde hair it was brown. I knew it was you but nothing really happened. It was just a normal party. Then something happened. We were in a like a stunt factory.� Jumping on soft foam things.� Then we were sitting down, and laughing about what we were doing. I can see it clear as day. With your hazel� eyes and� your blonde hair. You lean on one arm and come that 50 closer to me.� I shift my weight and move towards you. We both know what we want.� I come that inch thatrsquo;s just far enough away from you. Our eyes meet and I roll my tongue on the edge of my lips and see you smile. It fills me full of anticipation and passion. �I look you in the eyes again as my right hand move slowly up behind your neck as it glides through your hair. I smile once more and move in closer. Our lips touch. Her luscious lips give me that shock that goes down my spine.� I donrsquo;t want it to stop and I open my eyes as she starts to pull backwards.� I want her to come closer, but not now. I know that she has to leave. She smiles at me.� I sit there still. Unable to move.� She gets up and starts to leave. Then turns and smiles, brushes her hair backwards and blows me a kiss. Then turns and walks into the darkness.
Thatrsquo;s the end of the dream.

I wonder about you all the time.� Its just one of those things. I also see your car everywhere I go and all I do is think about you. ��I really want you to leave.� Only so that you can come back home.

Wersquo;ve spent some time together. Not as much as Irsquo;d like. But enough to give me and Idea of what and who you really are.�� And now that is what I want.� You and you only.. .